13 December 2008


i need to reevaluate my life.

i mean, it's not like i've lost total control over it. it's more like, it's been rather hard to focus on one single direction and it's even harder to point it to where it's most important. i guess how i prioritize the hierarchy of things is my biggest predicament as of the moment.

things have just been heavy on the shoulders. and on top of that, lack of sleep is hurting me tremendously.

but i need to stop blaming other things for my own mistakes.

i need to stop going along for the ride, and waiting for it patiently to take me somewhere.

...i need to be the one driving the ride itself.